Soooo... I have not kept up my bargain and documented every cool fun new thing going on with me. Probably because it's been pretty dead lately. That's not true just lazy. We'll since last time I went out with my crush in Sunday Jan 12. It was a Sunday so it's that considered a date?? It was a bit awkward I mean I wanted to see him and bring up all our texts and past behavior but I chickened out! Bummer I think I missed my opportunity :(  I really feel like there is something there between us but there is hesitation for so many reasons. I must be patient and not scare the guy away. But no promises. So that day we watched Lone Survivor at the movies, it was awesome. I didn't even cry, like I usually do. Maybe because it wasn't a romantic comedy, ha! Before the movies we ate at Tiago's in the same shopping center. Food was good although I didn't finish my plate and hopefully he doesn't think less of me. I'm just soo nervous around him. He did pay for the meal and I offered to pay for the movies. We walked over to the movie theater and he suggested we go upstairs and grab a drink at the bar. He got us 2 Bud Lites. In the movie theater I could not believe I was sitting next to him!!!! It did suck when my small bladder gave out and I had to go to the restroom in the middle of the movie. Embarrassing. I can just picture it now: my small scrawny frame silhouette moving along the projector screen! Yikes!  On the drive back home ( yes he offered to pick me up at my place !) I was just thinking about the texts but could not bring them up. Ugggh! The following day at work he IM'd me and said he almost cried at the end of the movie. He contacted me first! Then we chatted about what we did the rest of that Sunday, and then he said goodbye as he was leaving for the day. The next day I stopped by his desk and handed him a copy of 24 hour party people. Just another excuse to see him :) I hope he doesn't forget to watch it or hand it back to me, I would like to see him again. Later that week I saw him in the hallway and he was on the phone. He waved but seemed annoyed at something. Later that day he IM'd me the reason. I have not had any texts, calls , IMs since :( I'll give him some space I know I/ relationships can be a distraction. I know he is busy enough with school and work, but I think we should make time for romantic relationships. We'll see how this pans out. To be continued....
In other news I checked out a new club this past Saturday called Brass Monkey. It is marketed as an 80s and 90s club, but all I heard was very obscure 80s sounding music. But such good music it was! Later on in the night the dance floor got full which is the way I prefer it. I will definitely need to check out more places on N. St. Mary's Street. Til next time, Carpe Diem.... or whatever.