Why is it that when I try to avoid someone I run into him?

Day 2

I woke up late this morning. What a way to start off this new year. I better fix this right away before I get use to it. My little girls looked adorable in their pjs as mommy was scrambling to get ready. 

My time management is getting better at work. But it's hard to concentrate with my crush always on my mind. Sometimes I wish I never met him. I wouldn't be acting like such a girl right now. 

I tried my best to not run into him at work. I even left for lunch later than usual. Sure enough. I ran into him at work! Why world? I get so fucking nervous, I can't shake it off. While I'm pretty sure he's cool as a cucumber. Men. We were both heading out to lunch. But I already made up my mind I wanted to buy a fleece sweater during my lunch. So I did at REI. He followed me to the 5th floor of the parking garage, which is weird since he normally doesn't park there in the mornings. So we get to the top, and he cutely says 'I did not park here.' Great he's nervous!

Please, I don't want to bump into him I want to think about something else for awhile. 
Later on in the day I did stop by his desk and gave him some wedding cookies. A coworker on my team had brought some for us. I thought he would like them too. He is soo into desserts :)

My goal this weekend is to just chill with my daughters. Set up the wii, pay some bills, wash clothes( ugh), and maybe clean the toilet. Maybe.

I felt foggy all day today. I couldn't shake it off. Lately I can feel my liver inside of me. I think I have been working it too hard.  I need to rest for awhile. Goodnight.